Random...ness

Ever felt the need to wring someone’s neck? Well that’s how I felt this time last week. However I had to hold my tongue and act the fool to the provocations thrown at me. I have to say I am quite proud of myself for accomplishing that because lately I have been having a problem with holding back my tongue.
My mouth kept its peace but I have to say it was the most difficult week ever. The only good thing that came out of it was the fact that my gut feeling was proven right, however much I tried to ignore it was proven right.

Anyway, enough of the doom and gloom. My next door neighbour has given birth to a beautiful baby boy with the most amazing bed of hair on his head mashaAllah. The hospital she was booked in was full therefore she had to go to another hospital which was far. She nearly gave birth inside the car but alhamdulillah she got to the hospital on time, with only 20minutes to spare. That’s the new addition to the street. Our next door neighbour is practically family so it’s like having another baby in the house. Which makes me broody. I mean I am so broody its not even normal. I want a baby. Every time I say that though I get this look from everyone as if I am indirectly saying I want a husband. Can you imagine it, people looking at you that way (thinking ‘girl just needs some). No I don’t….well I’m not that desperate for some. If I needed to get laid I wont say I want a baby….I’ll say I need a husband.

You know what….I think I need to cut this short before I incriminate myself further. Its been therepeutic :)

InshaAllah kheyr